I am 25 years old and I joined my local Slimming World group on 11.2.17.
I currently weigh the heaviest I've ever been and I am miserable about it.
My attitude towards food is currently rubbish and I need to learn to not be an emotional eater or to have negative attitudes towards eating "bad" food.
I have tried far too many different diets over the years and my weight has just been up and down for too long.
I've never joined a slimming group before as the thought of joining a group has always terrified me, but now I am hoping that it is the thing that just clicks in my brain and works for me!
I try to avoid having full length photos taken and I prefer to take a photo myself so that I can get a "good angle" to stop my face appearing as round and chubby as possible!
I am a total newbie to Slimming World but am really looking forward to trying out lots of new recipes and hopefully changing my attitude towards food in order to become a happier, healthier and more confident version of me!
I have a weight goal that I want to achieve, however I may feel comfortable before that, or I might want to lose a bit more when I get to that point. All I know is that by the time I start my PGCE in September, I do not want to feel the way I currently feel about myself!
I have always been the bigger one out of my friendship group at school, sixth form and university and I am just so done with that.
I don't have many recent full length photos, but below are a few photos from over the past 10 years that I feel show my weight at different stages, none of which I think I was ever happy about.
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| Year 11 Prom, 2007 |
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| My last dance show, 2006 |
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| Just turned 18, 2009 |
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| Girlie Holiday, 2009 |
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| 1st year of uni, 2009/2010 |
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| 2nd year of uni, 2010/2011 |
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| Last year of uni 2011/2012 |
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| Graduation, 2012 |
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| 2013 |
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| London, 2013 |
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| My Birthday, 2015 |
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| Cotswolds 2015 |
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| Halloween 2015 |
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| Family Wedding, 2015 |
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| January, 2017 |
I'm so unhappy with my weight that I won't be posting any numbers on my blog because to me they are very personal and private, but I am hoping that my journey is a positive one!
Jessie xo
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